2wothOOusand9ine Recaps .

[Best First]

Movie Date

Beach Date

[Best Parties/Functions/Kickbacks]

hashiee's surprise kickback
auntie diana's pokeno night
leneka's going away party
saquioa's party bus function
heather's pool party

[Best Days]

O2.11.O9 ; 19th birthday .

O2.13.O9 ; Club Night .

O2.19.O9 ;1st Meeting .
O2.21.O9 ;1st Date @ Movies
O2.26.O9 ;10,000 scholarship
O3.19.O9 ;Park Mission w| Hashie & Skippy
O7.2O.O9 ; 2nd Date @ Manhattan Beach
11.O5.O9 ; Beckham

[Best Missions]

Carson bound
San Pedro bound
Fairfax bound
Riverside bound
Lynwood bound
Norwalk bound

[Best Movie Days & Nights]

Seven Pounds with Aunt Diana
Notorious with Jellie
Bride Wars with Jose, Adrianna, Zarenna & Gracie
Law Abiding Citizen with Doppiee
Precious with Aunt Diana
Michael Jackson: This Is It with Aunt Diana & Ahmani
Blind Slide with Shane, Ashton
It's Complicated with Hashiee & Cappuccino

[Best Books I've Read of The Year]

Keep The Faith ; by Faith Evans

The Conservation ; by Hill Harper

Push ; by Sapphire

The Sister of APF ; by Zane

[Best New Summer Job]

USC Annenberg School of Communication

[My Best Breakthrough Albums of the Year]
Drake; So Far Gone
Trey Songz; Ready
Trey Songz ; Anticipation
Ryan Leslie; Transition
Amerie; In Love & War
Alicia Keys; The Element of Freedom
Priscella Renea ; Jukebox
Robin Thicke; Sex Threapy Experience

[Best Music Videos of The Year]
Invented Sex ; Trey Songz
Sex Threapy ; Robin Thicke

[Best Conservations With]

Hashiee . Jelliee .Cappuccino . Mercedes .

Honeycomb . Breaux . Jasmine . Laniesha . Auntie Kristy .

Adri . Jenn . Doppie & Day (Best Males with views on Guy Perspectives & Opinions)

[Best Graduation Class]

senior year

2OO9

Prom

Grad Nite

Senior Picnic

Graduation

[Best Dateline]

December 20, o8 - April 5, o9

[The Best End]

February 11 - Sept 30

[The Start] [It's Over]

[Best Time Spent]

Anytime spent with my main girls ;

Hashiee

Skippy

Trixx

Cedes

[I'll NEVER FORGET]

October 5th, 2009

[Best Person of The Year Award]

goes to. . .(drumroll)

LaSasha Delashay Phillips

2OO9 was by far the most bumpest road of my life

but threw it all she especially

stick by my side, every step of the way

she rescued me

countlessly has & continues to be my rock

I'm so blessed to have her be apart of my life!

New Years Resolutions for 2010?

so for 2O1O, I've decide NOT to make any new years resolutions.

one again I didn't make any for 2OO9, as well,

so why make resolution if you can't live up or even amount to any of them to begin with .

Now I will say this continue to "expect the unexpected".

I HAVEN'T CHANGED. I WON'T CHANGE . WILL NEVER CHANGE.

I still living by my movement ; room for IMPROVEMENT.

"secrets secretly" ; beware of this!

December Recap

Fullerton mission .

Fridge movie nights:

blind side ; w| cousins & bro

it's complicated ; w| hashieee & cappuccino

December goals; one & two completed .

classes paid for by my school & tuition fee fund money .

December Album Release

Alicia Keys; the freedom of element

Priscilla Renea ; jukebox

Robin Thicke ; sex therapy experience

Snoop Dogg; malice n wonderland

farewell 2OO9.

It's Complicated .

hashiee, cappuccino & I went the movie recently on saturday and saw it's complicated.

it was a really enjoyable movie .

Now, after viewing this motion picture made me really this actually happens in today's society the same exact way or similar to it just some what different . I realize for all nineteen years of my life, it's complicated. I guess your wondering what exactly do I mean by it's been complicated all nineteen years . Not once have I been in a serious relationship whether it be long or short term. I just don't have any experience in that department . A shocker? I know . But at the same time I know your probably wondering why I haven't been in a relationship? Well, I've been asked before, but it was for all the wrong reason. So why set myself up for something when I already know what the outcome would be. On the otherhand, I've observed, researched, studied & review the do's and don't's as to what I would want and don't want in a relationship . I'll admit, I've always imagined, if I couldn't be in a relationship, someday I would come across a guy & we would potentially build our way into a relationship, however we'd conclude certain circumstances leading to "benefits". The only problem with this is, I've sample something around those terms but I know it wasn't right & the other person was never on the same page to being with . But now, after having a conservation with a friend, made me realize that image doesn't sound right . I think, I'd be the only carrying a bag full of mixed emotions, torn as what would really be the outcome of this between each other leaving me to ponder things would probably stay the same & nothing would ever change? Maybe that's as good as its going to get, so why to ruin it by saying something, when things are so prefect. However, its would leave me feeling perplexed as to what am I to him & what is he to me?

Amerie Feat. Fabolous: More Than Love Music Video

This is my favorite song on the album.

I love the video!

- - -When I grow up I want to be just like Amerie!

Behind the SCENES

new photoblog

http://behindthephotobooth.blogspot.com

Here is where I capture moments.

Oh My!

Norwalk, next stop Fox Hills Mall.

I saw my Breaux in H&M, did a little catching up.

Victoria Secret. Carol's Daughter. Bath & Bed Works. Macy's. H&M. Express. Target .

saw a few faces I recognized in Forever 21

& the funniest moment; seeing Lorena & Garrette from season one of Baldwin Hills show window shopping.

If I'm not mistake I thought they were to saddity & bogey to be Fox Hills Mall.

Anyways, lol overall the day was GREAT.

The Status .

cain picks me up to babysit the girls on the way to the house

we have a conversation

cain: are you dating

me: NO! I was back in February

cain: so what happened

me: Idk, I've been asking myself the same thing

cain: you haven't found someone that actually worth dating

me: yes, that exactly what it is

cain: what 's his sign

me: pieces.

cain: the ones that are born in March are mean

me: trust me I know, I've seen it

cain: yeaa, they can be real assholes.

me: I mean idk what happen things were going smoothly

me: but for two/three months the conservations would stop

me: & not be the way they were when we first started talking

me: but as soon as Sept. came that was my turning point.

me: Idk how I'm going to feel or even react if I ever speak or see him

cain: your going to get butterflies

me: I hope not

the foundation of a man w| a set mind frame,

is a quest w| no roadmaps nor any sense of directions,

lost wondering where does it begin & where does it all end?

- -zina marie .

Christ The Good Shepherd 50th Anniversary Sunday Service

The Sermon; 35mins long, but Bishop Ed spoke nothing but the TRUTH!

I'm glad it all over, so disorganized & stressful.

lol, I'm apart of the 20th Club. Haha!

I've been attending the same church for 20 years & counting.

From Acolyte to Verger to Usher, what next Greeter or LEM, idk still thinking about it.

Overall, I glad it all over.

PS. My mommie & I have HATERS at church

atleast we know we doing something right.

Haha!

Christ The Good Shepherd 50th Anniversary Luncheon

Day ONE of two .

Finally, the day is OVER.

Overall, the event was better then I expected.

Plus I won a gift card, lol .

I saw favorite people:

The Andrews.

Mr. Ken & Mrs. Mary Jo.

Father Fields.

Father Walker.

Rev. Rouse.

Bishop Ed.

Photoshoot by my little brother Ashton .

I must say he is pretty damn good at his hidden talent.

I will definitely, be working with him again .

It's been a long day, I'm tired

so, I'll check in with you'll manana

with tomorrow's event which is

Christ The Good Shepherd

50th Anniversary Service at 9am.

PS. Here is one of my pictures from the photoshoot

up above where my header is, which I also, did my own photoshop effects

ENJOY!

Oh What A Night!

first, hair appt, went later than expected, overall, I like my hair .

quick mission at fox hills, hit up victoria secret.

saw two old schoolmates from AVCHS.

then back to the hair shop

lol, saw Jerome Richardson.

then Rehearsal at church

which was a waste time .

I'm not going to say any names,

but "someone" pissed me off, terribly.

however, there were some funny moment

when Petty walked into the wall

& then Shane walked into the table.

Movie Night

with the cousins & bro.

highlights of my night

-white men, literally digging out his murphy which walking for like five mins straight

-another white men, was annoyed, just was well as I as

that the nigga behind us keep on talking

& was like 2.56789 seconds from beating his ass.

-when the police, caught the nigga behind us pointing a laser at the movie screen .

tagged ; Zina Marie

Reunited & It Feels So Good!

By far, today was the best day out of the week .

Mission with hashieee, bye bye LA, hello FULLERTON.

on speeding on the freeway, blasting music threw the amps .

We picked up Mercedes . I haven't seen her since the summer .

So now, we're on our way back to LA, catching up with each other .

Now just as we are about to exit of Crenshaw,

The driver in front of use had some couches & a chair strapped up on the back of the truck

All of sudden we see the chair move, like its about to fall right into Hashiee's windshield .

Hashiee, Mercedes, Me: oh shit! (dying laughing)

Pit stop at Wing Stop

& guess who we see, its TRIX .

we say our farewell & split up .

Hashiee & Mercedes. . . .Me & Trixx .

I ran errands with Trixx to go her Christmas shopping

saw Cain & Ancar .

pick up Mercedes to run one more errand .

I couldn't have asked for a better day, spend with TOP NOTCH!

I'm glad I got to see Mercedes before she leaves on Saturday.

Have a safe, flight and I hope to see you soon . love ya & be safe .

Signed ; Zina Marie

Last Kiss

9:30pm.

12.15.09

Trapped wondering, what's next

feeling perplexed as to why, just why

can't I, I STOP! thinking about "him"

sadly, I can't miss you,

when I know, there's no use .

But at our last fatal moment,

I want, just want YOU to feel

my lips, gently, pressed up against yours lips

and you realize, this is the LAST KISS!

Get A Clue

[War. . .]

hint: last three letter rhyme with ben

[Ed. . .]

hint; ain't know for this one, but my ladies should know who this is .

[Ter. . .ce]

hint; three letters in the middle rhyme with fan

[. . .ron]

hint; first three letter rhyme with hen

[. . . .nel]

hint; first three letter rhyme with horn

Point is, they are all different, in some way, shape or form .

But, the all have one thing in common laying out the foundation of "HURT" .

Only question is when will this ever END?

Timbaland feat. Drake ; Say Something . Music Video .

Drake Speaks On Collab With Alicia Keys .

New Album Release; Alicia Keys : The Element of Freedom

The most beautiful & talented Alicia Keys

new album: The Element of Freedom .

set to release December 15, 2009

The album is GREAT .

My favorite songs:

This Bed

Put It In A Love Song ft. Beyonce

Sleeping With a Broken Heart

Love is Blind

But the song that really hit home for me is:

Un-thinkable ft. Drake .

Drake doesnt actually have a verse

but if you listen closely he does the background vocal

& it was produced by 40 .

I highly recommend you cop this album .

Young Money : Bedrock Music Video

Drake Has TWO GRAMMY NOMINATIONS

Damn, that's a GREAT look for him .

He's 23 years, young and new in this rap/r&b game .

2009 has definitely, been a great year for him .

I pray he wins both or even just one would be PREFECT

Let keep over fingers crossed! May the BEST MAN WiN!

Keeping Track .

Suspect A

February 11 . 12. 14 . 17 - 19 . 2o - 21 . 22- 23 .

March 12 . 14 . 16 - 17 . 25 .

April 14

June 18 - 19

July 2 . 21

August 1 - 2 . 25 . 27

September 9 . 26 . 30

November 1 . 3- 4

After February things have been a rollercoaster

Numbers in Red ; Our Meetings

Number in Yellow; The Last Straw

Seeing More Clearly Now .

Goal Number One

for December ; COMPLETE .

Hallelujah! Now its time to get this mula[$$$][my TWO scholarships.]

You don't understand how much I stressed over this .

But I just had to learn, how to understand in trusting GOD more .

With this being saying, my praying and fighter even harder than I did before .

I am blessed in all aspects . the lord really does answer prayers . I am thankful .

Emotional Rollercoaster

Have you ever,

sat back & wished

you could have

control over your

thoughts & feelings?

Well, lately this week

I couldn't help but

thing about someone

I know damn well I shouldn't be thinking about . & for some reason I don't know I have been thinking about this person .But then again I know this person probably isn't even thinking about me . I found myself growing worried about this person,

and yet I still don't know why . However, I know there is no need to express the way I am feeling to this person, being that I feel there will never be a right time or place . I just feel, I need

something new in my life to fill this void, so I can move forward

COMPLETELY!

New Album Release; Priscilla Renea: Jukebox

Priscilla Renea .

I like her new album Jukebox.

She reminds me of the black version of Avril Lavigne with her song entitled: Dollhouse

& a little hint of SWV if you listen to the song Rockabye Baby .

I instantly become a fan when I saw her on youtube . .

This girl is beyond sick .

She very talented & I hope she makes it far in her career .

It's the END of the YEAR. December '09

Goals .

UNO; register for winter & spring session

-pray for me I need douze or more units & my two scholarships .

DOS; apply for financial aid

TRES; Murder FINALS .

CUATRO; Murder the GRANT

CiNCO; Christmas Break .

NON-STOP mission w| my FAVS!

SEiS; out with the OLD in with the NEW

SEiTE; keep applying

OCHO; less stress .

NUEVE; live a little, explore NEW things .

DEiZ; eliminate the X-FACTORS

ONCE; FAiTH

lord grant me the courage to do the things I can, the serenity to accept the things I can't, & the wisdom to know the difference.

Farewell November

Recap .

Ryan Leslie .

Amerie .

Invented Sex Music Video .

Beckham, Beckham marry me .

Sex Therapy Music Video .

Rihanna .

Precious.

This Is It.

Budget Cuts.

Thanksgiving .

Stress .

New Look.

Saw new friend .

Family Function .

UntilNEXTtime!