Adios May

Like Father,Like Daugther Time w| Charles Michael Cain

Three Hundred & Sixty One ; May 27, 2010

Registered for Spring & Summer Classes

California ID

Arion's Champagne Party

Family Gathering at Aunt Diana For Memorial Day

The Fight Is OVER

For the last four years I had been fighting but now the fight is finally OVER.

I have to say if it wasn't for the constant support from my family and friend, it wouldn't be possible. I have to admit, in the begin I felt God was against me trying to punish me.

But, in the end I believe now maybe God wanted to test me, to see how far I was willing & determine to fight for what I wanted the most.

Thank You!

Five Twenty-Five!

Had to wake up this morning to go to DMV, but thank god I didn't have any problems, they wont see me there again until I take my behind the wheel test, hopefully end of June or July.

Surprise of the morning ; Herbie who hmu FIRST, which is rare. lol.

Home, trying to go to school but people keep on bothering

School ; for tutoring not to pleased with the outcome but I'm fighting to the end.

A thought came to me ; conservation with Dreezy

Anywhere is better than home, in my opinion

I do realize I am very fortunate

I have a place to root over my head & shelter

My only problem is I don't have a average life as someone else my age does.

So I decide every once in a while its best for me to get anyway from home to clear my mind.

Now as soon as I speak foot into this house, its a problem.

I am twenty years old being treated like a seventeen year old.

In life they say you should regret anything but know when I actually sitting back think

I wish I went down a different route.

I pray that god continues to give me the strength & the courage at all time.

I feel myself wanting to go back to my back habit.

Happy Birthday Mr.HIGHERthanHYPERR

So this character named Todd A. Hightower

(I won't say his middle name because want him to blackmail me, lol)

We go way back like four flats on a Cadillac .

Here's Your Birthday Video!

Enjoy!

PS. I'll get back to you on that freestyle, lmfao.

Follow him on twitter @coolguytrace

check out his group as well on twitter @themFSCrapper

Fear

There is always that one person who will take what you say out of context & then feel the need to press you about the statement you've made. But you don't even bother to explain yourself because you already know where the situation will end up leading. You've stated your opinion but there's NO type of communication exchanged. Now in the back of your mind you think, "so you mad?" However others will start to believe you purposely stop communicating with them. NO that's definitely wasn't your intentions nor the case at all. You just believe they didn't like what you had to say, so there not going to say anything or clearly just don't give a fuck. Your being told you need to talk to them & you don't know until to try. You don't have a problem with, your all for it. But why even consideration trying when the other person don't won't to meet you half way? You believe honestly & truly if they cared what was wrong with you they would have at least TRIED to make an attempt for the get go. Why worry about it when deep down inside you know for a fact they ain't even think about you or the situation, so why even trip off it.

Don't give in easily especially when you know for a fact you didnt do anything wrong but state my opinion. Don't stoop down because they will think they have won the battle.

Moral of The Story: I could leave this earth and on one in this wouldn't even give a care in the world.

Drake - Find Your Love Video

The song has a nice reggae feel to it.

I know if I go to club Jamaica Gold, that would definitely be playing in the club.

I love the video mainly because of the scenery makes me wanna go back home to Jamaica.

I haven't been there in ten years & I miss my family.

Drake - Find Your love from October's Very Own on Vimeo.

Ice Cube - I Rep That West Music Video

The beat ; sick

The scenery ; wish it show more of the city of Los Angeles & Inglewood

Cameo ; WC (I love him) & Ice Cube's Son (cute, lol.)

I want his diamond studded chucks & larker ball

Overall I love the song & the video.

PS. I will always rep that west, 'til the day I die!

A Drake Interview

Quote of The Day!

Don't question someones elses greatness, if your satisfying yourself with your own mediocrity.

STEP YOUR GAME UP!

Beyonce - Why Don't You Love Me

I really like the vintage look

I love her Chanel bodysuit

"Why Don't You Love Me" - Beyoncé from Beyoncé on Vimeo.

The Journey.

This month shall be a little bit less of everything.

I know what I am doing is not healthy, however I feel its for my best interest.

Believe it or not each day, it gets harder & harder for me to trust anyone (yes, this includes any & everyone).

Each day that the lord has blessed me to see, I view it as a sacrifice.

I need something epic to happen in my life to see, who is will to take the TEST.

Just give me the opportunity to advantage out & explore

new people, places & things.

Farewell April, Hello May

The month of April, I'd definitely have to say it was a struggle.

However towards the end of April, I definitely felt a sense of improvement within myself.

My Second Father was definitely made a lot sense about a certain situation I was dealing with.

In reality, I just put "him" to the side but I never let him go.

But I know for sure, this time I'm have definitely been letting go, each day.

Now for this month, I definitely going in harder like I've never have before.

Don't take it personal but I'm doing me!

Mayweather vs. Mosely

I already knew Mayweather was going to win

But it would have been nice to see him lose.

Oh & by the way, Mosley Jr is a handsome!

4th & Fairfax Bound is where it all went down.

Right now, we're too turnt. . .

Bottle Poppin'. Gambling . Partying.