Reunited

I just so happened to go to the doctor with my aunt & has we're walking to the entrance I instantly recognize this guys face. My aunt realizes she forgot something in the car so I go back to the car to get the stuff and as I'm walking back I see him walking in my direction.

Me: You do remember do you.

Him: How do you know me.

Me: We use to be in the same program at Holman & when I live in Inglewood you use to work right across the street

Him: Your face looks real familiar.

Me: Kennan, it's me Zina.

Him: Oh Shit.

I wonder if that was a sign for god or just fate.

Things never ended on bad terms with us, we just lost contact.

I wonder if this will make up for lost times?

Only time will tell.

Lunch Date

LunMarch is starting off just lovely for me. So today, when I made it home from school I receive a text message saying lets go to lunch together. I was a little in shocked because that's never happened to me nor would I ever expected that too. I have to admit I was a little reluctant because I'm not use to that what so ever. Surprisingly ge actually showed up too, because I always get flaked on. We didn't go anywhere fancy for lunch however when I pulled out my card to pay for the food he refuse for me to pay and told me its on him. I really couldn't believe it. Just when I thought there were no more gentlemen in California, I was proven wrong today. But that's only for now. Lets see how long this will last.

C.R.U.S.H

I have a crush on someone.

I haven't had some of those since my freshman yr in high school.

I feel like such a little girl all over again.

But this time, I'm doing things a lot different.

I'm so use to things being rushed but it near ends well.

But I'm afraid what if he doesn't like me or feel the same way about me as I do him.

The past screwed it up for the present and the future so its going to be much harder.

I know I need to let me guard down but its so hard to do so when I've constantly been hurt.

Just things this time around feels different and I'm not just saying this to say it.

Here are little things I notice:

He always asks me if I'm alright or pretends like he's register is closed when he sees me coming(just joking with me).

He comes into my job which is rarely so I was caught a little off guard

But he asked me what school do I go to what am I study and do I go out?

& today I was told he came to my job on his off day looking for me.

He's a really nice guy and my mom likes him so that a PLUS.

All I can do is pray and trust in God.