Cut & Print.

Just a Throwback.

Sincerely,

Zina Marie.

Happy Birthday To. . . . .

Happy Birthday
Morgan Brittany Fearence.
I've known her since
seventh grade
At La'Tijera.
We didnt talk much then
but, at City Honors
it was a whole another
story. You the most goofiest
down to earth person
Ive grown to know.
Never afraid to speak her mind
& just down right HILARIOUS.
I can most definitely
she is very of supportive of me
& I thank her for that.
I love you dearly,
have the best birthday EVER, doll
PS. Now, its your turn to make me PROUD.

Happy Birthday Danielle
She was the first person
to EVER hire me for a position
to work at South Seas House.
& ever since then I've work there
for the past three summer.
Holman, is yag for not
letting her continue
being in charge of the
program because she damn sure
was THE BEST.
I love you, have the best birthday
& thank you, for EVERYTHING.

Happy Birthday Megan Dias

I love her to death.

She is the bluntest person I now

Either you like her or you don't

She very helpful, you can count on her

for damn near almost anything.

We've grown up together in church.

Six Flags mission with You, Q, Ash , Chris & I

was a blast, we must do it again someday.

Have the Best Day Ever Cousin.

Phrase I.

this morning,
I went for a walk,
I thought it would
be best for me to
CLEAR MY MIND.
somehow me
always walking
ALONE.
seems to
ease my pain
just a little bit.
While isn't safe.
Now I began to walk,
I didn't know what
to think or even
know where to
start since lately,
I've been having
ALOT on my mind.
Starbucks Coffee Frap.
Great way, to start off
MY day. I felt somewhat
melancholy but after seeing my children walk in the room, ready to learn put a smile on my face.

Lit Class, The Prophet
In my perspective,
its only a matter a time
during or after this book
will have a impact on my life and or mold to change.
After reading
& having dicussing
a in class

I`ve come to realize something.
For one, I absolutely
don't think I LOVE myself
& if I do its NOT enough
for wanting to end
my life on short notice.
everytime I`m hit
or face with
trials & tribulations.
LIFE is a STRUGGLE.
REGARDLESS!
Also, I learn that
LOVE DOESN'T NEED ME.
but I NEED LOVE
& fact of the matter is
Love is Love
& it will always,
be that way.
However, love will eat you up
& spit you to the core.
I DON`T believe in
falling in love or being in love. I know, that may sound ignorant of me being that I`ve never been in a relationship. It's just in my eyes love has varies meanings that it ENDLESS.

But before I leave,
I must say this,
my neighbor Jim Thomas, although he may be old and sick, I can say, just having a full on conservations with him makes me look at my life from all different angles.
Jim Thomas: "you know if god asked me if I had to choose who he should be called home, I would want him to take me first because I`ve already see it all, hear it all & done it all, I`ve lived my life & I wouldnt change it for the world. I want my wife, daughters & my grandson to live & enjoy life, because I love them and want the best for them all. I love my wife & I wouldn't trade her for the world she changed me from my bad ways and helped me become a better person & although she doesnt have the same figure she does when I first met her because she stressed out about me when I had two heartattacks & having colon cancer, I wouldnt change not a thing about her because today & any other day she just as beautiful as was twenty year ago and regardless I love with all my heart & I always will."

He is truly the definition of the man I hope to someday find & marry & spend the rest of my life with and not have it any other way.

- -Zina dot. Marie

A Little Bit.

Church.
Admittted Day.
at Mount St. Mary College.

College Life.
I'm so determined
I'm NOT going to letANYTHING
stand or get in my way.
In reality,
I've been put down so many time
in life
and mostly I have
wanted to
GIVE UP
&
just end
LIFE.
But you know what,
I'm still here
&
I'm still standing
&
for that, I'm thankful
&
blessed

♥ Zina Marie

Drizzzy Tv.

Drake & Joe Budden TV.

8:01-8:03: shit

can you make me the fourth person

you don't even know to get your number. seriously tho! lol

Doesn't Even Feel Like A Weekday.

Starbuck Coffee Frap

made it home by 9:30am

didn't feel like being home alone

so I called Aunt Diana

since I didn't feel like begin

home alone.

At Aunt Diana's House.

helped Cousin Gravin Cater.

Now streeetss, I'll be back later with details.

P.S. Once again, surprised I by what happened today.

MY New Favorite Artist

PRISCILLA RENEA

Priscilla Renea started her YouTube channel in December, 2006

as an outlet for self-made videos.

The page has clocked up over 1 million views .

Videos on her You Tube channel range from Pricilla performing her own self-written songs such as “Hello My Apple”, to a 4 minute video entitled “The Dictionary: A Priscilla Renea Original… lol”, which features Priscilla singing the alphabet to the tune of Fergie ‘Glamorous’. This video quickly became a viral sensation, and has been viewed over 800 000 times .
On the channel, some of Priscilla Renea's fans respond to videos by leaving comments. Others respond by posting their own cover-versions of her original songs. There are over 50 cover videos of ‘Hello My Apple’ posted on You Tube.

Following the success of her You Tube channel,

Priscilla Renea signed to Capitol records.

Priscilla Renea’s debut EP ‘Hello My Apple’ was released on March 31, 2009 as an iTunes digital release.

Check Her Out Here:

http://twitter.com/PriscillaRenea

http://www.myspace.com/PriscillaRenea

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Priscilla-Renea/55303543497?ref=s

The Rugrats.

Yesterday.

My Niece & I

Together?

Hilarious.

iMiSSED MY little rugrats.

I hadnt seen for a damn near three weeks.

Video of The Day; staring my niece

can be found on my facebook.

Thought I saw someone.

Hopefully, that wasnt the person.

If so, good thing he didnt see me.

REPORTING LIVE, FROM DRAKE NEWS.

Ladies & Gentleman.

As you should know,

I'm A HUGE DRAKE FAN.

& I just found out

Aubrey Drake Graham

has his own BLOGSPOT.

OMG. I'm a week late.

I should have been on this since day one.

Lol, I'm up to date now, especially

since he just began his very own blogspot

this month[April 2009].

I took the liberty of putting the link up

HERE IS IT.

Check It OUT.

http://thisisdrake.blogspot.com/

Reporter, Zina Marie Brown.

Dropped The Bar.

I know its been three days since I havent blogged.

I know shame on me.

Sunday.
Church.
Downtown w Aunt Diana.
Cooked: Mac&Cheese: from scratch
& I must say it was BOMB.
I used FOUR CHEESES.

Saturday.

Errands with mommieee

Saw my Hash Brown & Eddie at there jobs.

ROSS.TJ.DEPOT.

Friday,

slept all day.

Moving Right Along.

Have you ever

tried to make

a point across

to someone

but the person

still isnt understanding.

It's like they say,

you can't change

a person's mind

nor the motives.

COMMON SENSE.
is the main key
& the FACTOR!

pointe[.]blank_______________ period[.]

Spring Break IV

Stay in today.
Completed my homework.
Slept on & off threw out the day.

Conservation between my daddy & I

daddy: who are you go to prom with?

me: no one, I don't even have a date.

me: I honestly don't even want to go anymore.

daddy: your date doesn't have to be your boyfriend.

You can't find someone to go with from school?

me: Ha, wait, first of all I don't even have a boyfriend

& secondly there`s no way in hell that I would take any guy from school to my prom,

you just don't understand

daddy: well that a special day, you shouldn't be going by yourself, because its not going to look right.

I have to say MY Aunt Diana is a phenomenal woman.

I know long have to look.

She's damn sure is the best.I love her with all my heart♥ dearly.

So I have this pretty amazing friend.

& I don't know what I would do with out him in my life.

He opened up my eyes tonight and know I have some

deep thing I need to take into consideration and the hardest thing

is its a yes or no answer & true me I don't want to say NO.

But Just give me sometime for this all to settle in

& come to a final conclusion with the correct answer.

Spring Break Day III.

Before I hit the road.
Here are some snapshots.

Rolling Hills.

On Pacific Coast Highway.

Del Amo

Macy.

Burlington Coat Factory

[for Nelma's wedding].

Now I see why I 've NEVER shop there & don't ever plan on it.

David Bridal.

Aunt Diana knows my style so well.

Two of the baddest jawdropper.

One of them were no longer in stock.

The other whomp, whomp, whomp!

Woah, tell my why Aunt Diana told me this old ass meixcan bitch was all up in my shit.

She lucky I didnt hear her because I would have told her ass off.

I'm here legally, you may want to get your papers before they deport your wetback ass back across the border.

Today was a long day.

From my feet hurting me & being tired with cramps.

Spring Break I

Here is where the quest begins.

Featuring: Graciela. Miguel. Mercedes. Chris. Sasha. & I.

Westchester, California

El Dorado Bowling Alley.

Chris was in the lead, in the beginning

But Miguel won the game.

In & Out
Grace leaves to pick up her brother
Miguel leaves because he has to go to work
Grace comes back, the rest of us are done eating
All of a sudden Robert Ri'chard [Arnaz for One On One ]
walks in, Graciela is the first person to spot him out
and actually realize how he is someone famous
but I had to help her out and tell her who he was
He was really being incognito, tho
like she pull her camera out like paparazzi, lmfao
We later walked over to ask for a picture
We all took a picture with him.
He's actually a pretty cool cat

Movies.
Cost;3.25
Mall Cop
Afterward, posted
went our seperate way
However Hash & I continued
our own little mission
Paid a visit to my best friend's Victoria's House
Although we were suppose
meet back up with Grace & Mercedes
Finally met Shakey
Posted in front of Daniel's house with him
Now I'm Home

First Day of Our Spring; Memories.

Happy Easter

A Growing Woman In The Progress

She has DETERMINATION & DRIVE

even with all these SCARS
She ready for what's in store NEXT

The BEST is yet to COME.

Church; was bomb.
For one I didn't have to serve as a acolyte.

Two I always notice the cuties always decide to come to church only two times out of the year

Easter & Christmas.

I`m a usher already but I actually got to do one of my many job at church.
After church, I`m with Judge Patti Jo McKay Ramsey.
We drop her mother off home and then headed downtown.

Los Angeles Superior Court

Her is her chambers.

When she's not in the court room handling case.

This is where you can find her.

Her is one of her quilts, that I admire.

Next Stop, Ebony Fashion Shop

At the Westin Hotel

On Figueroa.

I feel like I was at Prom, a Wedding, Passing Figueroa[where the ho's be] and much more

all in one with the attire people choose to wear.

Highlight of The Moment;

Note please DO NOT Wear BLACK, if your darker than the color black.

Saw Garrette from the show Baldwin Hills Season 1, however the fuck you spell her name. Lord.

Overall, The Fashion was amazing, I loved it. I definitely saw something I would wear.

Beautiful Resurrection Day

Easter Eve.

Last minute errands.
Although we had a late start,
Fox Hills Mall.
Nail Shop.
Shoot back on home.
Andrew`s Surprise 40th Birthday Party.
-at Aunt Agnes House.
I can`t believe he`s 40 &&`d he doesn't look a day of it.
had fun caught up with the family until my daddy pissed me the hell off. Shit when I say i`m ready to go that's a clear indication weneed to leave then & there at that appointed time. Overall, I had a really good day.

Good Friday.

Nail $hop
-Rita is a trip always giving me a head time.
Church
-just wasn't the same.
Aunt Diana`s House
-boil up.
Aunt Lethia House
-Bun tia made was *[B0MB!]*
Hair $hop
-Hilarious.
Carribean Market
-Blackberry Storm w| tmobile service? Yes, it definitely possible
Aunt Enned House
-i was holding it for ever &&`d picked up dinner.
Home Sweet Home.

PS. someone is the stupidest thing walking this earth &&`d doesn't even notice it. wth are you so retard to not see something is wrong. fucking dickhead!

The Don`s

Don Alanis Pl.
Home of The Jordans.
[Ice Cube`s Old House]
Auntie Cookie & Uncle Will.
Drifter`s Scholarship.
Charlie is so adorable.
Prep Talk with Uncle Will.
Last Min. touch ups.
Mission Complete.
- -Beautiful.

Flabergasted!

This morning,
I can't even describe
nor express in words
by what happened this morning.
Silence is really GOLDEN.
But is the weight DEAD?
12208-04069? Is it OVER, is the question? But not on my end of the table .

Anyways, today didnt even feel like a school day for me.

I was ripping and running the streets

with non other than MY Aunt Diana!

Helping Nelma, plan for her wedding in Belize, in September

I also took the liberty being on hte hunt for

THE JAWDROPPER

[*wink*]

Now, I'm fighting sleep

& I can;t wait until spring break

although, its only one week

atleast our spring break won't be with any other high school

HOPEFULLY.

- -tired & in need of caughting up on sleep.

Photography Part I

San Pedro, California

White Point

The History

[MY FUCKING DREAM CAR]

MASERATI Gran Turismo

Check Out The INTERIOR

sexy as FUCK!

Front of THE MASTERI

Matt caught me off guard

By far this was the one of the best day

ever had with the past three weeks
This day gave me the opportunity to clear my MIND.

Afterwards, At Del Amo

Barnes & Nobles
BJ's

Fast & The Furious

& made it home 12:55am, Monday

Hash Brown x Tater Tots

Yesterday, didnt do anything much,
just ran errands with mom.
After, Hash came by and we posted in front of my spot and talk and I must out conservation off the charts, I so glad to call her my best friend.

Fun-Fulled.

Happy Birthday Cheryl Ancar
Happy Birthday Shireen Ginn
Started morning off with Starbucks x balloons for cheryl.
Can you believe, I actually stayed after first period? Amazing.
Aww, I met Mrs. Brown`s daughter and granddaughter.
Her granddaughter is so adorable.
Juniors; cheating, lord have mercy .
Ancar & I are must definitely on the same page completely, that we`re varies things in common.

PS. It amazes me how people still ask me about what going on and clearly I say "nothing"!

Slowly .

Yoga class: splendid.

Omg, I saw Haley, but thank god he didn't see me.

Imagine if I was sitting in my usually spot that I usually waste for Mickey & Wifey. Lord.

I guess you could say I'm apart of the committee now.

Last night, was unbelievable.

I couldn't believe he said me that.

& wanted to come see me that late at now.

Nu huh, no booty calls for me. lmfao.

Five against one, & no I don't mean a fight.

Something besides that.

I just sit back and let it all come to me, naturally.

Vicious.

April 1st.

New month.
New approach.
April`s Fool.
On this very day last year, someone decided that preparing to break up with someone was a great prank. smh. Anyways. English, enjoyable. I`m on my way guy wants cigarettes in exchange for cash. Hello, I don`t smoke! Then says, that's a good thing, god bless you, then is literally following me. wtf. thank the lord he was only behind me to get park. Now, i`m passing the park and I get beeped at and I look beat as ever. What is the world coming too? Mr. Thomas, has to be one of the best neighbor always looking out for me . What Happens In Vegas & Sex In The City; both really good movies. i`m gone. Currently; having a conservation w my dopieeee.